"Sometimes Never Lasts Forever"

It's been four hard months since we said goodbye,
And I know I shouldn't but I still cry.... Sometimes.
I miss your touch and how we loved so much.
The way we kissed and all there is to be missed.... Sometimes.
Sometimes I cry for you, I long for you, I even almost crawl back to you.
But, Baby, If I've learned anything it's that...
Sometimes never lasts forever.
Oh, no. No.. Sometimes never lasts forever.
We laughed and smiled and played for a while.
We were happy as can be.. or so it seemed.... Sometimes.
You opened my door and kissed me goodnight.
And that made me feel alright.... Sometimes.
Sometimes I cry for you, I long for you, I even almost crawl back to you.
But, Baby, If I've learned anything it's that...
Sometimes never lasts forever.
Oh, no. No.. Sometimes never lasts forever.

Self-Esteem

All girls will struggle with self-esteem at some point in their life. I know that I struggled for a long time to be okay with my body and my looks. Comments that other girls make do not help your thoughts about yourself.

The important thing to remember is that the person making rude comments about you means NOTHING to you. Don't let other people view's and opinion's about you affect you. YOU be YOU. Not who THEY want YOU to be.

Love yourself. Embrace your flaws; they make you who you are.

Etiquette; What I've learned.

In preparing for this pageant I have been reading a lot about pageant etiquette. Some things I have learned are:
1) Do not say umm during the interview
2) Take at least three seconds after the question is asked before you begin your answer so it will not seem so rehearsed
3) Don't ever look scared or intimidated when on stage or in interview
4) Always appear comfortable
5) Don't stomp or walk fast
6) GOOD POSTURE
7) Enjoy yourself
8) Choose outfits that compliment your body type

Life Lesson #1

Don't prioritize wrong. Worry about your happiness over hurting someone's feelings. Especially if that person has hurt you many times over and again. Love yourself. That's crucial to being happy because if you love yourself you will not let someone hurt you constantly. It's one of the hardest things in life, I believe.