....last one. forreal. maybe :)

When I started this blog I wasn't sure what to focus on so I didn't decided on anything. I just decided I was going to write whatever and see what happened. But I think I need to separate everything to make it more organized.
So we will have the following categories:
1. Love
2. Family Stuff
3. Girls who have been hurt.
4. LIfe-general.

One last post before bedtime :)

This is for all the girls who have been cheated on.

I have been in a relationship for almost 2 years and I've been cheated on on and off the whole time. It's the worse feeling you can imagine. Being continuously hurt by someone you love and give everything to. What hurts me even worse is when I ask why all he has to say is I dont know.

Is a reason why to much to ask for?
I mean the girls he cheats on me with aren't prettier than me (not bragging, just saying).

So I have decided that this is the last time. We are going to see if once a cheater always cheater. I will keep you updated. You will know every detail of the situation.

Because us girls deserve some answers.
We also deserve to be treated wonderfully.

love you guys.
xoxxox

Biological means nothing to me.

Tonight, for the first time in a while, my "dad" has been on my mind. I have never gotten to know him for more than a few months at a time. It kills me that he doesn't love me enough or even like me enough to want to get to know me. I know there are tons of people in my life that love me and I have great relationships with people regardless of the love I want to receive from my father. I wish there was a way to contact him and talk to him. Tell him how I feel. I guess not everything can be handed to me on a silver platter, huh? My main wish is that he could have been a part of this year. My senior year. I have made so many memories that he will never be a part of (and likely never know of). But that's that. I dont feel "okay" about it. I feel let down about it. I feel angry about it. But I think eventually I will become content with it. Move on. Not want to know him anymore. Maybe I just want to think that. I want to be mad at him. To hate him. But I know I never will. I will always love him and want him to be apart of my life.

Somethings never change.

Just had to say..

I just had to say thank you to Lauren Conrad for being the role model she has been. From Laguna Beach to The Hills she has created a lifestyle suitable for teens and young adults to watch. She has encourage me (and others I'm sure) to reach for my dreams, but also stay true to who I am. A lot of people watch "reality" shows such as The Hills and are shocked at the person they see on the screen because producers of such shows have the chance to cut day to day lives of people and basically create whatever kind of personality they want.

A lot of people down Lauren on blogs and forums, but I think she has been way more of an inspiration and motivator than a let down. If you disagree with me read her books, L.A. Candy and Sweet Little Lies. I haven't read the third one yet, but those two definately show how things can become twisted.

Lauren is a big inspiration in my life seeing how I would love to have my own line of clothing and things.

I guess what I'm saying is; don't let your mind create a negative image of someone based on "reality" tv.

Love.. xoxxox Callie

Christmas Without My Love.

A very important part of my life is my boyfriend of 22 months. We don't have a perfect relationship, infact, it is quite the opposite. We fight, a lot. We are both very stubborn. But we love with a love so strong that nothing can (or has so far) quenched it. We have been through many trials and tests in the past but I'm not going to include that. This a forward journey and that's the way we are going to look at it. Unfortunately, of the two Christmas' we have been dating we have not gotten to spend even one together. Last year he was out of town to see his dad and this year I have been out of town to see my mom. :( I can't wait to get home and be in his arms again.. only 5 more dayssss!

Christmas Day 2010

For starters I would like to say that in the last post I think I made it sound like I would only be talking about my busines, but I will actually be incorporating aspects of everyday life as well.

Today was Christmas Day. I am so thankful for my Savior and the reason for the season. I am in CA visiting my mom. We drove to Nevada today and played in the snow. It was beautiful. :)
I hope your Christmas Day was as beautiful and relaxing as mine!

Life is no perfect fairytale, it's what you work to make it be.

When I was a little girl I always dreamed of living a fairytale; you know, finding the "perfect" prince, always getting everything handed to me, and dreaming dreams above the stars and expecting them to come true without any work at all. I quickly learned that life definately isn't a fairytale. However, with consistent work and belief in yourself you can achieve that happily ever after you dreamed of as a little 10 year old girl. I'm only 18, I'm a senior in high school, and I have two small (very small) business. For a long time I wanted to rush past all the work and reach the prize, but now I treat these "struggling" days precious. I have realized how much I am learning from starting a business with less than $50, barely having the money to pay for gas to go buy supplies, and running two business out of an 8X6 bedroom full of clothes, shoes, and vaious other "necessities" of an 18 year old young woman. I want to take you on a journey from having barely-surviving businesses to (hopefully) having to large corporations.

Hey y'all!

Hello loves!
A little info about me..
Here goes.
-I am an entreprenuer..
-I have two businesses, SeeAmour and BabiesLife.
-SeeAmour is a jewelry line and BabiesLife is a line of onsies, blankets, bath cloths, etc.
-I am currently in my last semester of high school and plan on attending business school and eventually starting my own franchise.
-I love love love soft robes, fluffy pillows, heating blankets, and pajamas. They make me feel comfty and clean!
-I love dressing up and going out, but also love staying and watching random movies.
-Although I live in MS, my mom travel nurses in CA and I plan on moving to CA after graduation.

This is all for now... XOXXOX-CallieElizabeth