"Sometimes Never Lasts Forever"

It's been four hard months since we said goodbye,
And I know I shouldn't but I still cry.... Sometimes.
I miss your touch and how we loved so much.
The way we kissed and all there is to be missed.... Sometimes.
Sometimes I cry for you, I long for you, I even almost crawl back to you.
But, Baby, If I've learned anything it's that...
Sometimes never lasts forever.
Oh, no. No.. Sometimes never lasts forever.
We laughed and smiled and played for a while.
We were happy as can be.. or so it seemed.... Sometimes.
You opened my door and kissed me goodnight.
And that made me feel alright.... Sometimes.
Sometimes I cry for you, I long for you, I even almost crawl back to you.
But, Baby, If I've learned anything it's that...
Sometimes never lasts forever.
Oh, no. No.. Sometimes never lasts forever.

"Love Gone Wrong"

This isn't quite finished yet, but I'm not sure where to go from here. If you have any suggestions I would love to hear them.

This aint a long song, it's about love gone wrong.
I gave you all my time, & you broke me down inside.
I tried and tried, & I cried and cried, & you lied and lied.
You had me at your fingertips, now I'm letting the truth slip.
Soon the whole world will know what you put me through.

Because this ain't no love song, it's about love gone wrong.
You mistreated my heart, but you mixed up your cards.
See she is my friend and this is where your game ends.
Now it's our time to play, us getting hurt, it stops today.

Because this ain't no love song, it's about love gone wrong.
I don't need you here to bring me down.
I've realized my worth & I'm not gonna frown.

Been busy, busy, busy... GRADUATION!

I haven't posted anything in a while! I have been superrr busy! We have had senior parties and luncheons everyday for weeks! It's crazy! I graduate in TWO days. Then TWO days after that I leave PANAMA city beach! I can't wait! I'm not real sure how I feel about everything just yet :)

Scary Night.

Last night was a nightmare-come-true!..
I was woken at almost 4 A.M. to someone tapping on my window. I was way too scared to move, call someone, see who it was. So I just laid there allll morning until it was time to get up. THEN I dozed off as soon as my alarm went off.. Epic fail!

But needless to say. I am SO scared to fall asleep!

....last one. forreal. maybe :)

When I started this blog I wasn't sure what to focus on so I didn't decided on anything. I just decided I was going to write whatever and see what happened. But I think I need to separate everything to make it more organized.
So we will have the following categories:
1. Love
2. Family Stuff
3. Girls who have been hurt.
4. LIfe-general.

Just had to say..

I just had to say thank you to Lauren Conrad for being the role model she has been. From Laguna Beach to The Hills she has created a lifestyle suitable for teens and young adults to watch. She has encourage me (and others I'm sure) to reach for my dreams, but also stay true to who I am. A lot of people watch "reality" shows such as The Hills and are shocked at the person they see on the screen because producers of such shows have the chance to cut day to day lives of people and basically create whatever kind of personality they want.

A lot of people down Lauren on blogs and forums, but I think she has been way more of an inspiration and motivator than a let down. If you disagree with me read her books, L.A. Candy and Sweet Little Lies. I haven't read the third one yet, but those two definately show how things can become twisted.

Lauren is a big inspiration in my life seeing how I would love to have my own line of clothing and things.

I guess what I'm saying is; don't let your mind create a negative image of someone based on "reality" tv.

Love.. xoxxox Callie

Christmas Day 2010

For starters I would like to say that in the last post I think I made it sound like I would only be talking about my busines, but I will actually be incorporating aspects of everyday life as well.

Today was Christmas Day. I am so thankful for my Savior and the reason for the season. I am in CA visiting my mom. We drove to Nevada today and played in the snow. It was beautiful. :)
I hope your Christmas Day was as beautiful and relaxing as mine!

Life is no perfect fairytale, it's what you work to make it be.

When I was a little girl I always dreamed of living a fairytale; you know, finding the "perfect" prince, always getting everything handed to me, and dreaming dreams above the stars and expecting them to come true without any work at all. I quickly learned that life definately isn't a fairytale. However, with consistent work and belief in yourself you can achieve that happily ever after you dreamed of as a little 10 year old girl. I'm only 18, I'm a senior in high school, and I have two small (very small) business. For a long time I wanted to rush past all the work and reach the prize, but now I treat these "struggling" days precious. I have realized how much I am learning from starting a business with less than $50, barely having the money to pay for gas to go buy supplies, and running two business out of an 8X6 bedroom full of clothes, shoes, and vaious other "necessities" of an 18 year old young woman. I want to take you on a journey from having barely-surviving businesses to (hopefully) having to large corporations.